Thursday, 8 April, 2010 @9:23 PM
Well, Let's just make a note right here since there are no other ways to pen my thoughts; Writing it down would be ridiculous for I hardly even keep notes that teachers give anyway and putting them into my phone would be too risky.
Months have past since i last wrote on this blog, and just when it seems as though the inspiration have ran dry, another candle is lit within me; I don't know if it's the doing of someone above, or is it a fraction of my own imagination but I feel this sudden urge to write, to express myself and to elucidate the myriad of botheration i my life.
I never had time in my life. I'm always rushing and always clearing up the debris of my past undertakings at the last minute. People call this procastination, I call this maximising my time. Today, things had taken a turn for the worst; I knew this would happen but there's no other option. Problems often occur when you least expect it. The continuous onslaught of stressing school work appears to be a prominent and significant hindrance in my daily life. Realising that I've been lagging far behind everyone else brings me little or no comfort at all.
Along with all the other new elements in my life, the summary of everything spells nothing but immense and overwhelming. Tabletennis practises have cleared up my entire January, Debate took over June and March, and now, April seems awfully bleak because nothing seem to be able to start the momentum. Adjudicating is awesome and I really want to do it; Church activites are appealing and it draws me to it too. I have to juggle my time but I have no idea how I can do it!
Apart from all the depressing and miserable problems that pop up everytime I contemplate the matters of my life, I've been enjoying my life. Suffice to say that I'm enjoying it a little too much! Time to change this horrendous habit of mine.
Now on to the random stuffs! I want to start a photo journal, a late night study group and an active writing habit. It's going to be hard but I've got to give it a try. Let see if this works out.
